hakuna matata

whyyyy am i doing so badly in my classes this quarter. getting stupider? lazier? okay, lazier is probably possible. haha. but really, is it too much to ask to just be pleasantly surprised for once... doesn't seem like that's happening anymore. which is probably my fault. ugh i don't know. this is so confusing.

and i really want to go to gilroy! only problem is that it's so far. and i don't have a car. oh look, that rhymes. oh, and i won't be there for the thanksgiving sale either cos i'll be snowboarding. which i'm very excited about, but then this is the only time i actually shop during the year so that's also a little problematic ><