i wish i didn't have to do anything... haha. that makes no sense whatsoever. no it does. i'm just lazy. homework, internship-interview prep, ECA stuff.. i'm just so tired! i don't want to do anything! why does everyone have to DO stuff here? jackie would probably resonate with me on this huh. maybe i've just wasted too much time shopping on my to-be-reimbursed stuff and blah... this is so stupid.
internship stuff is stressful when my roommate is going for the same jobs as i am. sometimes i can see it in perspective and sometimes i really can't. anyway it's just like i go for these session things and see a whole lot of people i know and i know they're also going to be the people i'm competing with for a JOB. ugh.
homework, i just don't feel like doing. and seriously, those two guys on my team talk SO much it's so difficult to get a word in edgewise. i wonder if L gets frustrated with them. it's not that they don't have good ideas, they definitely do. but other people have things to say too yeah... half the time it's like they're having their own private conversation so the rest of us will just talk about something else. but L is good at like organizing the entire group though, got to hand it to her. and S is interesting, sometimes he's just saying totally unrelated things (well, unrelated to what we're talking about). but maybe i do that sometimes and i just don't realize either.
ECA stuff... i don't know man. somehow when SEALNet emails come in i never feel like responding to them. oops. tu would probably kill me.
next week is going to be hell with all these interview things. i am just slightly terrified and my trust in God seems to have disappeared....
Labels: frustration, laziness