*sniffs* all i have = lots of tissue packets [no more box] and water jug to accompany me in my room. ow my throat hurts:( and i think my voice has hit a new low. ughs. wat a horror.
but anyways i'm glad i skipped today haha.. crappy pw n bio lect n chem tut.. luckily it wasn't too much stuff if not i'd have dragged myself to sch. *sneezes* i wonder wat they did hmm.
why do i never learn my lesson. grumbles. this is all my fault. it also doesn't help that i counted 29 topics tt i'm unsure of. if this is not big trouble then i dunno wat is. haha.
sch's mad.. its like we're spposed to get a's to get s papers n there're dunno how many topics to study n everyth but no we still have to go to sch and they teach non-promo stuff i'm sure anyone will listen. how dumb.
-back to my fruit-lunch- how miserable. hopefully i'll be fine by tmr. tho i wudn't mind skipping stupid single blk pe with poon. with her idiotic olympic council crap.
added note: i seem to be floundering in a sea of hopelessness. like staring at the topics and wondering how i'll ever finish. or feel sufficiently prepared. which of cos doesn't help cos it gives me less incentive to get well. -clar thinks- why bother getting well when i can't finish it all anyway. silly way to think but i seem to feel worse after all.