mm. for once i actually can come back straight after class ends.. no french today! haha:)
but of course i need to find some motivation to mug for sats.. don't know what possessed me to go sign up.. guess it was my brother's bright idea.. bah.. hopefully i'll do fine. groan.
saturday was a pretty bad day for me though.. dunno why. wasn't particularly happy during combined prac.. and it got worse because after that my parents were telling me about parent-tcher meeting.. typical comments.. watever.. here's one.. classic one.. frm my bio tcher "she looks lost and dazed in class". my initial amusement turned to anger. in a way. like.. what kind of crap is that..
then i got a whole lot of more crap about how i must pay attention more during class and lectures [somehow for the last dunno how many weeks nothing from lectures really stays in my head] and must revise my work more often and must do consistent studying, blah blah blah..
at least there was rumours to cheer me up:) it was really hilarious.. and i really admire the way zhuanghui could go up there and act even though he wasn't well.. and put up a really gd show.. though chris sed friday's performance was better.. was still a side-splitting performance:) it was nice being with lijia n peiying again.. like in rg.. and silly ole chim:) and jolie. and chris.
anyhows, with my dismal results for this term's lecture tests i'm getting pretty worried about common test.. my june hols are practically non-existent, as i have ranted about.. 2 weeks of TERP.. choir on 4 days? [which is pretty gd already] but still it leaves me with like.. 1/2 a week to study? my dad told my CT that my only real free time was sunday afternoon.. left her rather appalled apparently. how queer. i thot it was pretty normal. well i guess u could count weekday nights.
frm 4A's in 1st term to ADOF in 2nd term. hopefully its partly cos i didn't study properly. and cos the topics are newer. if not i'm in deep trouble. and i don't buy the idea that oh it's normal to fail/do badly for rj tests.. honestly i couldn't care less wat the "norm" is.. if i'm not happy with my performance that's that. i guess wat andrew sed the other day represents part of what i believe.. that if you take failing tests to be normal, u'll just not bother about it and fail and think everything's fine.
i'm not sure i'm happy doing TERP but i know if i do it properly it'll probably yield nice results and all. hope that my mentor and my partner can accomodate my choir pracs and stuff. groan. i hate this sometimes. really.
haha on re-reading this i think i should try and stay happy more of the time.. i should get mrs kwan to counsel me haha;p kind of miss her.. and ms tan too. sigh. and the always-happily-beaming chen lao shi. alrites. better go get my stuff done. blah.