hmm. horrible test week is over. at least. i've been slacking the past 2 nights and just hitting the bed when i feel like it without turning out the lights. thank goodness my parents switch off my lights for me haha:p i feel so spoilt. oops. well.
its so queer how i prefer to go back to rg on my own. instead of with everyone else. as in.. i like being with my class a lot, but when we go back in groups to talk to tchers somehow it doesn't work out very well.. we don't talk! yup. something like tt. i don't know. whatever. glad i got to see laoshi at any rate:) when i called her frm rj she sounded so happy to hear me. and the autograph [which she owed me since last yr actually:p] almost made me cry. crazy huh. it was that touching. or maybe just cos i'm a soft sentimental sob. haha even i find that a hilarious description of myself.
this part is gonna be cryptic cos nobody's spposed to understand it since i just wanna type it out. hopefully the grammar's correct so i'm kinda prepping for ao prelims hah:p
il y a des temps quand je me demande ce que je veux. quand je me demande ce que j'exige de tout le monde. ce que tout le monde exige de moi. pourquoi il y a beaucoup qui ne croient pas en moi. peut-être que je ne suis pas comme j'ai imaginé. pourquoi les choses ne peuvent pas être tellement simples comme je veux. j'ai pensé qu'il serait bien mais j'étais deçu. mais maintenant je sais. pourtant je ne sais pas quoi faire. c'est toujours la même chose. le seul moyen que je peux oublier tout est de dormir. et c'est bon! mais on ne peut pas resoudre aucun problème de cette manière.
haha i wonder wat i'm doing here when i've tons of maths n phys to practise and bio to mug. but aft attempting to do the phys online thing tt came with the txtbk and doing the qns in the txtbk my head's going round n round n i decided i needed some music and luckily the comp was already on if not i wouldn't have bothered
taking 15mins to start up just doesn't seem very appealing if you noe wat i mean.. how pathetic is tt.. oh well.. at least it sort of keeps me off the comp and doing wat i'm supposed to do [but again sometimes i end up sleeping so watever..]
am so glad its tchers' day celebrations on fri and holiday on mon!:) yay;) i want to go out! this always happens actually.. like when u want something u can't have it and when you can have it you don't want it. what a contrary nature. well. i need a new home phone. and i refuse to let my parents pick out one for me. and actually there're somemore things i wanna buy but can't remember at the moment cos my brain's too crammed full of formulae and bio stuff. how pathetic.
i have somehow contrived to lose my school badge. and it annoys me. cos i hate losing stuff no matter wat stuff it is. and the worst thing is tt i just saw it on my table last night! ugh. after my major table-clearing effort in the aftnoon this is the result. but at least now i've more space to do my stuff.. i'm so lazy its unbelievable. piles of stuff all over the place and a stack of txtbks have become my footstool:p its actually quite comfortable so i just leave them there haha:D
hmm wonder if i should rush my bio dna tech n evolution tutorials. seriously i haven't the foggiest idea wats going on and wat we're spposed to noe.. there's so much redundant crap in the notes! horrible. alrite my head-executing-circular-motion syndrome has disappeared so i guess its back to work and sleep! aaah. -stretches-