it's been a week! and i'm so tired. i guess the combination of a crazy night + not enough sleep + hectic day is getting to me. and being sad. haha. sigh. i thought i'd gotten used to leaving but i guess i never really do. and things like last day at work are terrible cos there's the whole DAY worth of pple reminding you that it's your last day! bleah.
and i have to admit i was quite annoyed with kelly! he was like okay, i'll be around later to say bye and stuff but he DISAPPEARED. hmph. i don't even know why i was so annoyed actually. i suppose cos everyone else whom i wrote notes to was still around for me to say bye to. luckily i delivered the notes early though. just in case pple disappear.
kind of weird. throughout the week i was a little regretful i was leaving so soon, then i was suddenly ready to leave (and go back to school). even then i kept thinking of leng's point about needing "closure". which pretty much equalled my brownie-making/bringing and note/card-giving. oh well. i think as long as i was able to be a blessing to their lives while i was there, i'm glad. sometimes i wonder if that's me being selfish/proud in a way though. like it's a bit like me wanting to feel like i've been able to do something for them. it's a little complicated. the mere christianity book by cs lewis has been very interesting, although not something one can read at one shot, i think. takes time to digest.
anyway. it's junior year. not really looking forward to the unpacking and all that, but i hope i have a good year.
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