sigh bro left this morning poor clar is sad. miss tt silly pig lots.
besides that, today was a terrible day. lousy. watever. my rage has subsided anyhow.. after reading jane's blog:D jane be honoured!:) haha. and listening to music. at least something helps.
anyways.. it was just a handful of little things which didn't really matter very much but put together just got me so annoyed. stuff like intelligently remembering to bring a long ruler for phys prac test and forgetting my calculator which usually resides in my bag but somehow made its way on to my table even though i have another calculator on my table just so i won't forget to bring it. if that was coherent. watever. it isn't really supposed to make sense, i'm just ranting and raving then i'll feel better.
so. after that. placed ser's med fac badge on my file, intending to finally remember to bring it. but no, somehow i disregarded it and forgot yet again. let me see what else was there. i guess phys lect was quite amusing [with a SOMEONE getting "jealous" of me cos someone else think i'm cute. well. what can i say..] and chem was alrite.. gp was hilarious as usual.. am thankful for mrs lim.. she's really cartoon:p melodramatic... fun!:) haha
phys prac. hah. sucked as usual. didn't help that it was a test. i'm fervently praying it has nothing to do with any sort of grades which are going to be recorded on paper or watever cos i noe i failed. poor time management [even that goes for ordinary days not just prac tests] and getting horribly muddled up over the graph scales and the points and wat not. absolute horror. actually it was also the fact that i didn't realise my watch was 5mins slower than the one in the lab so i thought i had extra time left. so.
though i guess i can't complain as much as poor fiona.. sitting right in front of mrs cheong. ugh. pressurising + stressful to have her staring at u all the time. i hate it when pple stare at me when i'm trying to do something. esp in the case of pracs. and tests. just annoys me. and its been that way since pri sch so watever.
remembering all my past pathetic failed physics pracs [esp the one where we had the tcher-observation thingy] didn't really help much. and if that wasn't enough, i suddenly realised i had to come to sch again tomorrow. which didn't make my mood any better. so went to ask candice wat time prac was. 10 to 4pm. haha. got even more pissed off. what the crap la.. we're not even preparing for anything very soon and prac is so long already.. no competition no concert nothing..
maybe i have better things to do la.. maybe i need to catch up on my work and get my french oral presentation together [due before nxt sat so at least my french tcher can vet it] and my terp report [which my prof expects to be 20pgs long and is due by end of august] and pw.. my pw is seriously screwed.. CRAP.
1st prac after syf finals and its 5 hours. i think its quite unreasonable. but please tell me if i'm the one being unreasonable. honestly. okay so fine we had quite a long break.. 2 1/2 weeks is not bad i guess. really enjoyed being able to come back early on wednesdays:)
besides that i kind of dread tomorrow's prac. no j2s!! augh. maybe that would justify needing 5 hours but heh. i'm not in a very good mood at the moment so watever.
i want to go and watch a comedy! or some movie. watever. hope something nice that i want to watch comes out soon:)