ahhh my pooor feet! actually we didn't walk around that much.. just the latter part of the night. but that was quite enough. heh. i should sleep soon. but anyway.. wat a full day!
got up at like 8:30 (rather unwillingly, i must add - i didn't sleep too well somehow) and then was trying to figure out how to get to NUS on my own, cos my bro took the car to go to work (work! on sat! oh well). but thankfully fiona told me the medicine item started later so could wait for him to get back and my mom gave me a lift.
and when i got to NUS rag.. wow. first time in a long time that i've seen such spirit.. in cheering and stuff. i guess it's been some time since rg house prac. and the dancing was good.. and the music! the floats were pretty cool too really. the hall ones were really pretty.
i am suddenly too tired to blog about the rest of my day. reminiscing sec sch days w anna n yingling were hilariously fun:) and hanging around waiting for fireworks! thanks yh:) i actually wouldn't have stayed and seen them otherwise. and i think i felt less of a restriction talking. i THINK. sometimes i'm so confused. like last night i was thinking about like pri sch and everything and realized that sometimes i dream so vividly and i remember those dreams.. that i can't distinguish between true memories and dream memories. i am such a weird person.
am kinda tired. but oh well yay i finished typing my historian stuff! now to organize it and what not.. tomorrow. days pass so fast. i guess it only takes determination to do watever i want to do. although it doesn't come by all that easily. and discipline!
so i'm ploughing through (okay, it's not that much of a chore, it's kinda interesting but it really shows you how i waste my time) my past blog entries and finding really funny things! and how my writing style has changed. i don't know if i can still write the deadpan sort of way.. I don't even know if that's the correct description. but. ahh. i miss chris. and pam. at least i get to see lyd pretty often for now.
colin reminded me of the madagascar penguins just now (in ref to my msn pic) and i remember enjoying their antics on madagascar so decided to check out quotes on imdb! haha. so cute. i feel like watching madagascar just for the penguins.. shall see if youtube offers anything.
i seem to have nothing to say nowadays. maybe it's the mood. or maybe i think too much.
how queer. i was taking tickle tests for fun and then was taking this one about subconscious mind. and it said my subconscious worries were financial! uncannily spot-on, i think. financial in terms of the amount of $$ spent for today's gathering.. i really should've sent out that email like i intended to. and in terms of not-being-on-scholarship.
[okay that was yesterday and i was too lazy to post]
so i thought today's dinner would be fun. but, somehow, [this i still have trouble believing] i didn't send james the msg [or was unclear in it] and he thought dinner was tmr! super screwed up, after all the trouble to find a common time for 5 pple. ahh watever i should just forget about it. i need to learn to appreciate the present more.
so after that phone call i was like. crap. and then one of them said that i looked so sad already, nevermind. then yf n jh decided i was hard to read. i wonder if that's true/that's good.
wonder if i should go out tomorrow just to watch harvard din n tonics at hilton. too lazy to arrange to meet pple. i should really get off my butt n get stuff done. and that's not just meeting people.
ooh i just found a video file from dischordant's taiwan competition.. clean forgot how fabulous val's voice is.. ahh. -melts- hehe. she should go cut an album. and reggie and krishna too! sigh it's been so long.
[update at 12:14am] yup, i did send the msg and it said "tmr" but that silly boy assumed it was tues so it's not my fault. phew. i wonder if that really bothered me the whole evening. hmm. if it did, then i think it's bcos i sort of pride myself on organizing things/gatherings properly and i don't think i've ever had friends mistake the day. i THINK. oh well it's all over anyway