alright so i was in a very grumpy mood. didn't want to get up, when my mom poked me (okay she didn't really, but nevermind)awake i felt like someone just whacked me on the head with a frying pan. don't ask why. so i really really didn't want to get up and tried to catch a few more winks and finally got up at 8:30 very unwilingly but with the feeling of inevitability.
after trying to decide wat to wear and changing into it i suddenly felt like i didn't want to go anymore. and so i went to whine at my mom who was like why! wat're you gonna do at home! it's the first (of its kind), everyone will be there! so i grumbled somemore and said okay i'll go.. blah. so anyway it did turn out rather a waste of time, except for the souvenirs. US career fairs are definitely more worth it.
confluence 2006. and the reception's at 4pm! ah watever, and i was in no mood to stand around talking and pretending i'm interested in companies and wat not. okay i guess i could've snapped out of it but.. temperamental la.
oh yes, so yesterday we were at rj. which, unfortunately, i thought was rather a waste of time as well. but at least we got to see math mr chan.. wish we had longer to talk then he can entertain us with his deadpan humour! it was quite funny though, me and serene were walking then suddenly this car was next to us and the window was rolling down and it was mr chan! [we were walking frm rj to ri atrium to wait for him cos he was going to ri to fetch his wife] photo's on siewjin's blog..
and it wasn't a waste of time in that i got to meet aud n sj n sarah n andrew. serene isn't mentioned cos i've seen her more than during the last break already. haha. yah.. and it seems like sj's n ser's lives at michigan/mit are very complicated. i guess if there's anything going on at stanford i'm just blissfully ignorant:) funny how i look at other people and wonder how come my life seems deceptively less complicated. probably i'm in denial about any problems there might be.
to be happyy and freeee.. haha. like the bear in the pic! yay for foreverfriends websites
ooh. i'm feeling warm and fuzzy. no one online to gush at, so time for this blog to serve its purpose. part of it, anyway.
i wore pam's earrings today! and ser took a photo of me shying away from [rather dirty] eeyore and the earring was quite visible so i decided to send it to pam and say hello. and it's so random cos she replied - really fast, i must say, it was like 10 mins! that's ridiculous, considering how she can take up to a month to reply to my emails. and said that it was freaky cos she was just thinking of me before my email came in! (and its 2:20am) aww. i miss pam.
crashed ser's house today [and harrassed poor seng online haha] and then had dinner w 413 girls plus jane. i wish chris was back! chris where are you, thou hath abandoned me:( anyway.. i think we need another class gathering! i so love my sec 4 class. and the other rg geps of my year. somehow 4 years together in one way or other really created great bonding. nothing in rj comes close. for me, anyway. i wonder wat it'll be like for uni. as in which group holds the strongest bonds. oh well.
alright hopefully i can convince myself to go run tomorrow.. before my mom starts nagging me about my unacceptable weight. and esp after she knows ser is on a diet.. i knew it la.. which is why i didn't want to tell her. now it's "she's on a diet! so should you!" so i was just like i don't care lor. actually i guess i was kind of being perverse. i would try to lose the 2+kg i put on but then i can't be bothered to go and research on calorie values and wat not like our dear ser. so. haha.
sigh i'm so oddly restless now. and out of sorts. where are people when i want to talk to them! grouches. alright i just disturbed a random couple of people to entertain me haha. thankfully tomorrow i'll be out of the house and hopefully less grumpy.
riverdance just played on my itunes! reminded me of the fireworks finale.
how funny. i was just looking for the colorgenics test (cos somehow the original website doesn't work) and this came out after i finished clicking the cubes:
"Whatever it was that has made you so bitterly disappointed has left a nasty taste in your mouth and you feel that 'enough is enough'. You are sick of it all. Wouldn't it just be wonderful if you could retire to a desert island and turn your back on the past?" and the whole escaping thing reminds me of wat i used to (sometimes still do) say in jc and last year when i felt so cooped up.
anyway. oh i just remembered yh's story about darryl and "my senior".. hahaha. that boy will never grow up. so much for calling me a two year old. at least that brought some mirth into my life.. wed will be hilarious i think. and i'll finally get to watch land before time.. i'm so deprived!
how? should i go to paris? and if so, when? there aren't really that many classes to take there.. augh. i need to talk to ruixiong. which means i've to wait till tmr, if i manage to catch him online before i go off and wreck ser's house. haha.