haha, last week i had one cut on my left index finger. this week, i have cuts on my left middle finger, and right index n middle fingers. even though they're less deep cuts, but still.. sheesh. next time i need like fully-protected gloves to blade.
anyway, i had a good day! happy clar:) although it's on journeys (with no books to read) that one starts reflecting on many many things. not all of which are pleasant. e.g. i lead a very boring life at the moment.
haha.. thanks to ser for alerting me to peiying's newest blog post.. her projection into the future is a magnificent piece of work! i think only pple who were there will get the jokes though.. but that's the good thing too:D i'll remember all those things we talked about tonight.. i think it was quite a good turn out, happily for everyone:) usually i don't like gatherings with too many people cos half the time you don't get to talk to half of the people purely due to seating arrangements, but cos today we were at crystal jade la mian (yum!!) with a nice round table.. it was good!
i think next time we should only have gatherings at places with round tables. haha. when there're more than.. 6 pple. anyway.. everyone go read peiying's projection into the future! rofl. am quite looking forward to blading tmr, it's fun!! whee~ and blading on sunday again (i hope my legs won't drop off)
alright, i finally booked my air ticket. oh dear.. i think i'd better learn to get things done faster without my mom reminding me: anyway, leaving 18 sept morning. and will be back in dec, happily. haha.
i'm so sad paris lost. but somehow before i heard the results i already saw "london wins 2012 bid" in my head. weird huh.
ahh.. i found the movie review on the new paper website. i remembered correctly! the actor n actress for "be with you" fell in love on set. so it says. how sweet.. fairytale ending maybe.. haha.
anyway, on my mom's suggestion, which i finally decided to take up, i called up one of my previous job-agency-contacts. hopefully she gets me a good job, since nobody else seems to be replying to me. and it's so weird, yesterday i was at raffles place wondering if anyone was still working there and it seems like there's no one now.. whereas in april or so there were tons of pple around. i think i know why.. all the ernst n young pple disappeared. n chris n anna n lynette n kahli n ...
funny journey of emotions.
before really applying to US unis, excited about going overseas.
when applying, more worrying about the applications than anything else.
when results were out, joy! of course there was an element of shock/surprise.
while trying to decide whether to stay/go, huge dilemma.
after I made my choice, reluctance to leave. which became even more pronounced while filling up those famous 14 forms, because it was an indication of just how much stuff I'd have to do on my own there. and with the reluctance to leave came fear of independence.
now.. I don't really feel anything. maybe the excitement will reappear when I go shopping. haha. or maybe I need to go look at the bulletin. or when my housing stuff comes out.
there'll be so few people left to send me off! if I have a sending-off, in the first place.
wow i'm so tired. as usual. i think i'm going to sleep another 10 hrs man. haha. everytime I spend the whole day out that happens. and then mommy won't be happy when I wake up late n i'll get scolded. bleah. anyway, be with you is a very sweet show. albeit very sad. it reminded me a teeny bit of "turn left turn right" (supposedly-unrequited love, in a way) and also of "quill" (wringing out the sad bits).
i have 10 weeks left. and no air ticket yet. wish they could house me on 17th so i can leave on saturday. and the weirdest thing is that i don't know why i prefer sat to sun. maybe more pple'll be free? ah well. shall see what happens.
ZZzzzz
i think i had a quite a gd time overall:) though it was a looong day. and had nice dessert at marche! haha. yum. fat.