this is absolutely queer
using internet explorer i see different comments and on opera i see something else
but anyway hallo jireh:)
sigh i hate promos. why must we have promos. my classmates [and various other frens] freak me out and i don't even know if i can finish everything in time and remember everything properly:( ughs. i will try my best tho.
and then today thanks to serene telling me this hilarious thing abt changmou during chem tut i started laffing really hard and then my tcher was like "[she cudn't remember my name so she went : u! nxt to serene!] i expect u to get an A ah!" then i was like. wat? and stared at her blankly. in which after a pause she sed "i noe u can do it. and serene too. so i expect both of u to get a's." hmm. okay. watever. if i remembered tt correctly. maybe cos i always almost don't listen to her tuts but just copy down ans when i see a need to. oh well.
and my french is slipping!! ugh. i need vocab.
well i'm in quite a foul mood. not much reason for it though. i guess i'm just being.. me. hah. so 1stly i was quite annoyed with the show. which was really not worth it. i really have no idea how pple can say its nice. guess its a diff of opinion. n maybe i wasn't in the best of moods when i went into the cinema in the 1st place. ah watever i shall just write everything i want to.
complaints abt tltr:
dialogue was very stiff. actually i was wondering why gigi leung was speaking like tt in the 1st part n wondering if it was just me when jane said the same thing. but i guess she improved after a bit.
it was really irritating the way they kept repeating what each other said. i mean fine u're trying to show they're connected and meant for each other and wat not but really.. that's really overdoing it. and tt also goes for the way they keep missing each other just by a few metres. and turning left n right. repetitions really got on my nerves after a while cos it got so predictable. also gigi leung just kept crying which was really annoying too.
hmm. yeah. so since the whole story was about how they kept missing each other by a few metres it wasn't particularly nice and the ending wasn't all that bad to me anyway. maybe i was just too numb by then haha. [apologies to pple who love the show i think i'm abusing it quite badly but tts just wat i think]
but there were quite a few funny parts n touching parts too. like the way they were apart going for job interviews n he was playing e song for her n she was reciting the poem. yeah i shan't elaborate too much
anyways okay so i underestimated and thought i could get to moelc in time. well due to unforeseen circumstances i ended up having to take a cab. i didn't think it would cost $8.60 *raging* but i suppose at least i got there in time.
1st part of french didn't improve my mood any cos i got back french prelim result slip n it was calculated wrongly [i didn't noe then] so i was quite angry at myself. and disappointed? in a way.
so anyway i should have watched pirates of the caribbean which at least everyone agrees is nice so it should be nice [hmm i hope] so that was a huge waste of time and money. but my rage kind of subsided after watching a bit of holland v haha.
yumyumyum ice creaming today!:P whee~ -happy clar-
it was so funny the way most of my classmates were like "u're going icecreaming again?" when its like maybe the 2nd time. or 3rd. haha oh well lijia suggested going there for the nxt few wednesdays and to our horror we discovered there're only 2 more wednesdays then its gp promos and then its the rest of the promos. ugh.
well i suppose at least i got my pretty enzyme-mind-map done tho it took me a VERY long time to finish. ugh. talk about inefficient. like.. 2+hrs? sounds quite ridiculous doesn't it i don't know why it takes me so long to write notes. maybe i'm too perfectionistic and neat. ugh. well.
no idea how to answer respiration tutorial.. am copying off from redspot without thinking. sigh. i hate those questions when they ask you to "describe the role of (so-and-so) in (watever process)" hopefully i'll figure it soon enough. and weirdly enough i find photosynthesis easier than respiration.
sigh i'm disappointed seabiscuit isn't coming out tmr after all.. wish they wouldn't change opening dates. and now its on my birthday!:) whee~ quite appropriate but hmm i kind of wonder if i'll be panicking for promos then:S blah.
n hopefully i'll get to watch tltr on fri =stares at jane= haha.. silly gal wif a bad memory:)
nobody online! oh well. i should go back to finishing respiration tut. i always seem to make a point to come back before 6 and fall asleep until 7 or 8 plus and miss watching holland v. haha.
bit freaked about ao orals now. 6th october! how early is that:( ughs. well i suppose i should be happy they aren't on my bday like last year. n i seriously pray that i can pass gp decently. quite a horror to think that if one doesn't pass gp one gets retained:| i never used to worry so much about being promoted in sec sch and end-of-year exams weren't such a big thing.
wat a slackish day. spent the morning doing pw, the afternoon sleeping [and eating haha] and a leetle bit of the evening n night reading bio. talk about unmotivated.
i'll like stare at the bio txtbk n nothing will go in. or stare at math notes and nothing will go in either. quite amazing come to think of it.
and then i'll not be very hungry but just decide to eat something anyway. queer mood.
i wonder if pw affected my mood that much. or i'm that sick of studying. haha. not like i've done a lot either. but really that report thing was quite bad. given that i'm supposed to be in charge of it somemore. ughs. kind of feel like i let my teacher down. which is actually quite dumb. aiyah its always like tt. lao3 shi1 too.
anyhow hopefully tmr will be a better day n i can get more stuff done. oh dear now i want to watch pirates of the caribbean and turn left turn right and seabiscuit. that's a bit crazy. given that i just watched legally blonde 2 on tues [and it was so hilarious n fun:]
Après l'examen aujourd'hui, j’ai été très inspire d’écrire ça. Mais quand j’ai vu ce qu’il a écrit, j’ai réalisé que nous pensions des mêmes choses. Pourtant, je n’écris plus en français parce que ce ne sont pas des choses que je veux cacher.
yup. that was rather painful actually haha guess i don't really have the flair for the language. and i'm worrying about orals tomorrow and how i'm gonna finish stupid pw by tonight and also start doing sth abt my schwork and chem o stuff and oh.. nvm..
anyways.. french today was kind of bad. but not that bad. but not wonderful either. yeah. but it was great having mme faussat invigilating!:) she's just as amusing as ever.. miss her so much. sigh. "ça ne sonne pas hein? Sinon je le jête par la fenêtre" [well i can't remember the exact phrasing but well] and "une seconde!" she's so cute. hais. wonder if she remembers me though. i don't remember saying very much in class actually. pity though. but its quite nice the way crystal still talks to her so often and everything.
and somehow that made me realise how after this year i'll probably never step into moelc anymore.. which is quite sad.. and time passes so fast.. almost a year gone.. and horrible promos coming:( yup so i won't see my teachers anymore. sigh. mlle gwee [whom i actually saw in the nxt classrm!] and m yong and mme faussat n m dremaux who's going back to france nxt yr [actually kind of sad also come to think of it]. okay i noe my vocab's pathetic today but well.
so.. in addition to that i remembered how i was debating if i should go back to jkms that day.. friday.. then decided it'd be too extra and i was too lazy to press the bell n get off the bus n walk there n everything. ah well. in a way i miss jk too.. not her scoldings but all the funny things she'd say too.
haha mrs cheong was so nice too. asking me whether i'd eaten yet when i went to ask her to sign my blue slip. luckily she was there tho. didn't hafta go round looking for her. n the pendulum thingy [watever its called] was sitting on her desk!:)
sigh oral tmr. i always dread orals. but i really really pray i don't get m yong/mme faussat for tmr or for the real ao orals.. it wud be horrendous.. its like.. u're talking to someone who has taught u b4 and noes u [if they still remember me tt is] and its quite embarrassing sometimes haha wonder if tt sounds silly but watever.
hmm. horrible test week is over. at least. i've been slacking the past 2 nights and just hitting the bed when i feel like it without turning out the lights. thank goodness my parents switch off my lights for me haha:p i feel so spoilt. oops. well.
its so queer how i prefer to go back to rg on my own. instead of with everyone else. as in.. i like being with my class a lot, but when we go back in groups to talk to tchers somehow it doesn't work out very well.. we don't talk! yup. something like tt. i don't know. whatever. glad i got to see laoshi at any rate:) when i called her frm rj she sounded so happy to hear me. and the autograph [which she owed me since last yr actually:p] almost made me cry. crazy huh. it was that touching. or maybe just cos i'm a soft sentimental sob. haha even i find that a hilarious description of myself.
this part is gonna be cryptic cos nobody's spposed to understand it since i just wanna type it out. hopefully the grammar's correct so i'm kinda prepping for ao prelims hah:p
il y a des temps quand je me demande ce que je veux. quand je me demande ce que j'exige de tout le monde. ce que tout le monde exige de moi. pourquoi il y a beaucoup qui ne croient pas en moi. peut-être que je ne suis pas comme j'ai imaginé. pourquoi les choses ne peuvent pas être tellement simples comme je veux. j'ai pensé qu'il serait bien mais j'étais deçu. mais maintenant je sais. pourtant je ne sais pas quoi faire. c'est toujours la même chose. le seul moyen que je peux oublier tout est de dormir. et c'est bon! mais on ne peut pas resoudre aucun problème de cette manière.
haha i wonder wat i'm doing here when i've tons of maths n phys to practise and bio to mug. but aft attempting to do the phys online thing tt came with the txtbk and doing the qns in the txtbk my head's going round n round n i decided i needed some music and luckily the comp was already on if not i wouldn't have bothered
taking 15mins to start up just doesn't seem very appealing if you noe wat i mean.. how pathetic is tt.. oh well.. at least it sort of keeps me off the comp and doing wat i'm supposed to do [but again sometimes i end up sleeping so watever..]
am so glad its tchers' day celebrations on fri and holiday on mon!:) yay;) i want to go out! this always happens actually.. like when u want something u can't have it and when you can have it you don't want it. what a contrary nature. well. i need a new home phone. and i refuse to let my parents pick out one for me. and actually there're somemore things i wanna buy but can't remember at the moment cos my brain's too crammed full of formulae and bio stuff. how pathetic.
i have somehow contrived to lose my school badge. and it annoys me. cos i hate losing stuff no matter wat stuff it is. and the worst thing is tt i just saw it on my table last night! ugh. after my major table-clearing effort in the aftnoon this is the result. but at least now i've more space to do my stuff.. i'm so lazy its unbelievable. piles of stuff all over the place and a stack of txtbks have become my footstool:p its actually quite comfortable so i just leave them there haha:D
hmm wonder if i should rush my bio dna tech n evolution tutorials. seriously i haven't the foggiest idea wats going on and wat we're spposed to noe.. there's so much redundant crap in the notes! horrible. alrite my head-executing-circular-motion syndrome has disappeared so i guess its back to work and sleep! aaah. -stretches-
sigh bro left this morning poor clar is sad. miss tt silly pig lots.
besides that, today was a terrible day. lousy. watever. my rage has subsided anyhow.. after reading jane's blog:D jane be honoured!:) haha. and listening to music. at least something helps.
anyways.. it was just a handful of little things which didn't really matter very much but put together just got me so annoyed. stuff like intelligently remembering to bring a long ruler for phys prac test and forgetting my calculator which usually resides in my bag but somehow made its way on to my table even though i have another calculator on my table just so i won't forget to bring it. if that was coherent. watever. it isn't really supposed to make sense, i'm just ranting and raving then i'll feel better.
so. after that. placed ser's med fac badge on my file, intending to finally remember to bring it. but no, somehow i disregarded it and forgot yet again. let me see what else was there. i guess phys lect was quite amusing [with a SOMEONE getting "jealous" of me cos someone else think i'm cute. well. what can i say..] and chem was alrite.. gp was hilarious as usual.. am thankful for mrs lim.. she's really cartoon:p melodramatic... fun!:) haha
phys prac. hah. sucked as usual. didn't help that it was a test. i'm fervently praying it has nothing to do with any sort of grades which are going to be recorded on paper or watever cos i noe i failed. poor time management [even that goes for ordinary days not just prac tests] and getting horribly muddled up over the graph scales and the points and wat not. absolute horror. actually it was also the fact that i didn't realise my watch was 5mins slower than the one in the lab so i thought i had extra time left. so.
though i guess i can't complain as much as poor fiona.. sitting right in front of mrs cheong. ugh. pressurising + stressful to have her staring at u all the time. i hate it when pple stare at me when i'm trying to do something. esp in the case of pracs. and tests. just annoys me. and its been that way since pri sch so watever.
remembering all my past pathetic failed physics pracs [esp the one where we had the tcher-observation thingy] didn't really help much. and if that wasn't enough, i suddenly realised i had to come to sch again tomorrow. which didn't make my mood any better. so went to ask candice wat time prac was. 10 to 4pm. haha. got even more pissed off. what the crap la.. we're not even preparing for anything very soon and prac is so long already.. no competition no concert nothing..
maybe i have better things to do la.. maybe i need to catch up on my work and get my french oral presentation together [due before nxt sat so at least my french tcher can vet it] and my terp report [which my prof expects to be 20pgs long and is due by end of august] and pw.. my pw is seriously screwed.. CRAP.
1st prac after syf finals and its 5 hours. i think its quite unreasonable. but please tell me if i'm the one being unreasonable. honestly. okay so fine we had quite a long break.. 2 1/2 weeks is not bad i guess. really enjoyed being able to come back early on wednesdays:)
besides that i kind of dread tomorrow's prac. no j2s!! augh. maybe that would justify needing 5 hours but heh. i'm not in a very good mood at the moment so watever.
i want to go and watch a comedy! or some movie. watever. hope something nice that i want to watch comes out soon:)
ladida so everyone's back!
haha it was quite weird.. my house was a "hive of activity" last night at like 1am. bro just got home, parents were still awake and they were sitting around in the living room making loads of noise. and i was awake too having slept 3+hrs in the afternoon. ah well. i was being ridiculous n playing around w my bro's bday present [this huge white shirt]. lapses into childishness. at least it gave me some sort of temporary relief from being a homework-churning machine. quite pleased with wat i've done lately, though i'm not sure its quality work heh.
but after that spurt of dilligence i feel terribly lazy and apathetic and don't feel like doing anymore work. aah:(
looking forward to tmr!:) finally i'll get my yrbk haha. after eons. i wanna see medicine cheerleading too!:) whee~ i kind of resent having missed the cheerleading for IFG grumbles. couldn't support my frens n all. anyhow there's also getting my luvly fat envelope of a very long letter from chris:) =beams at prospects of reading long letter= haha:D and being around everyone again. but i've said that many times.
of that conversation last night. it was really very interesting. and really, i didn't think i would have such problems either *shrugs* and like i said of jm's comment i thought it was rather disturbing to hear my thoughts coming from someone else. kind of makes the problem/situation/watever more real.
i guess nowadays i just can't be bothered to find the energy to find common topics/stuff to talk abt/watever. which is actually quite bad. my social ability appears to have disappeared somehow. bad bad bad. oh well. hopefully it'll like magically reappear or something.
anyhow here's an excerpt from sth some ex-rj student wrote in the new paper. "JC has a way of sapping your energy for life, by making you focus too much on short-term goals. By making you fail to realise that life continues after JC. But when you're a JC student, school's often the only thing you've got. It fills up your day - everyday for two years - but leaves the spirit empty" and "It's about watching what you say and do in school to gain acceptance in a group. It's about countless things that won't matter at all in the end."
in my negative moods i tend to agree but at the same time something tells me that it isn't entirely true. with all the scholarship talks and stuff there's no way u can escape from the idea that life continues after jc but yeah i tink it does make one's life consist of purely school.
actually now i think about it i tink this student is really exaggerating things. it doesn't "sap your energy for life" but just for those 2 years or less. and sometimes i tink that "gaining acceptance in a group" thingy goes for people you don't really noe that well. like pying sed with close frens u can just let urself go and say/do watever u want.
but again like my mom said just now its something like in sec 1 n 2.. didnt' really noe everyone that well yet so wasn't really that happy/watever.. i really think sec 3 n 4 were the best:) so it was something about jc being too short. bah i tink i'm becoming incoherent. that's probably enough.
yay! i'm deranged today!:) n i'm happy! yay!:):):)
haha
okay
french oral presentation was pretty much of a fiasco but after that i got home n i became happy! cos everyone's coming back on sunday!:) yay. [btw serene that wasn't referring to just u, don't get all puffed up;p] dad n bro too. and the funniest thing is tt dad comes home in morning, bro in evening n ser late at night. haha. to ser if u read this b4 i see u in sch: i demand a treat for keeping all ur hw! grr
ladida. n i've found my recipes for french cheese online! don't have to go library! yay!:) happy happy clar for tonight. wasn't particularly happy during the day though oh well. maybe my little nap did some good:)
sigh. talk about unearthly hours. with a tissue box to accompany me. groan. i really think i didn't drink enough water today if not i wouldn't be feeling so terrible. lessons to learn -shakes head- and with a sunburnt nose haha:p it was really one of the most tiring days.. even worse than full days of choir and that's saying something.. i guess they're tiring in different ways.. and now i'm awfully hot thanks to running around in the sun the whole day
and really i wouldn't choose to be awake and on the comp if not for such a horror called PW. somehow i wonder if we can finish the file by tomorrow.. will everyone remember their stuff? and there's still the interview questions not done.. and the file due on wed.. someone help me. i'd really prefer to just heck care about it and leave all the typing and annotating and summarising to tomorrow/tues but if i don't care, who will?
still tons of tutorials undone and not much time foreseeable to do it and my terp is so screwed.. paper due by end of august, partner and prof not free nxt sat, yesterday i cudn't make it due to college day [unless i wanted a white slip] and 23/8 i have french ao prelim orals. that effectively leaves us with 2 saturdays. wow. wonderful. not like my french is in very good shape either, stupidly forgot to photostat how provencale cheeses are used in cooking therefore have to make a visit to the moelc library again tomorrow. i dread orals.
okays. long time since last post. today's news was shocking. and terribly so. i always saw her as a happy cheerful sunshiney sort of person who wouldn't let things get her down so easily but i guess maybe i didn't noe her well enough to judge. maybe it was just a brave front or sth. i have no idea. whole sch was so solemn today. hushed. sorrow. and it was terrible seeing how people felt so bad about it but no one could do anything about it.
and last night's finals. once i stepped off the stage i just felt relaxed i think. can't really pinpoint the feeling anymore. i thought we might have been able to win on repertoire but i guess maybe that wasn't enough. o well i really don't know. felt kind of disappointed but not totally crushed. was just thinking we've done wat we could already, no point worrying or watever. mom had a lot of interesting comments, some of which i suppose i would agree with but the others, hmm..
still worrying. hope everyth is and will be plain fine.
hmm freedom! i feel like my hols have been the long weekend only.. sat sun mon! ahh *stretches* just slacked my days away and totally enjoyed myself.. meeting exclassmates @esplanade.. then going for pam's n selene's dance concert.. and monday going icecreaming w lijia and then watching charlie's angels.. spending as much time as i want on e comp [tho tts not really a very big part] listening to radio or watever at any time w/o feeling guilty tt i shud be mugging for common tests
anyhow i guess its back to some work soon at least. french oral. someone tell me about cheese frm provence please.. haha.. i dread controle on monday.. my past tenses are terrible:| how liangsi manages to be such a genius is beyond me..
was attempting to play e scores i borrowed frm esplanade. don't appeal very much to me hmm. i seem to be very fussy or something. or just tt i'm too lazy to figure out complicated rhythms. *tsktsk*
hoho. physics today. was almost as bad [or was it worse?] than chem yesterday. i can't tell which was worse, seeing that yest i left 10m blank out of 75m, and today it was 20m out of 120m. haha =hollow laffs= & i honestly thought i prepared better for physics. maybe i should cut the habit of napping and then not being able to sleep at 2am. bleah.
i'm gonna be stuck in jc for the rest of my life if i continue like tt.. can't pass anyth besides maybe math.
and i foresee all the tchers having a field day scolding us when papers come back.
bio tomorrow. how much better can it get? haha.
haha chem was such a nightmare.. but i guess i kinda expected it with the amt of preparation i did.. *sigh* my stress yesterday wasn't unfounded. which is bad in a way:p oh well. in a way i'd prefer my worries to be unfounded.
dr chan will have a wonderful time scolding us.. except his dearest yaozong of cos who said the paper was "okay"
at least i tink i practised better for physics. hopefully. and bio!!groan. quite bad too. better do sth abt them during term :S ughs. haha. this is so pathetic. the only thing i think i don't have so much problem with is math. and i don't even noe whether i did maths common test properly.. aahh.. crap. i tink i need a bout of mrs kwan-counselling haha..
its weird how i actually miss her over-concerned-ness.. guess at least she bothered about me huh. even though it went overboard:D
and now i'm totally freaked abt french oral presentation bcos i haven't done very much and then saw someone's blog where jireh asked if he could use a comp for presentation???aahhh.. unless my eyes were deceiving me. oh no... tt means i'll hafta find a day to go down to alliance francais and see if i can find books on cheese heh. and also check out my qualification test thing. aahh. it had better be valid forever or sth.. i'm not retaking that horrible thing..
argh. SAT scores.. can't believe myself! verbal score higher than maths?! wat the.. @$##$&($%(#@_!@ augh
and its not like SATmath is hard.. careless also careless till like tt.. aaahh. but i guess i'm quite happy w overall score.. >1500 at least.
and luckily i didn't get the scores last nite.. if not todays math ct sure screw up one. hopefully i did alright
now to mug bio. sigh. i'm taking so freaking long to do my own notes.. so inefficient.. i'll be so glad on fri at 10.30am:) whee~ -looking forward to freedom- for a while anyway.
lalala. clar is bored. just [well almost just] got back from ndp recording.. it was so unbelievably crappy.. like hello.. recording a countdown.. hahaha.. everytime i looked at mr toh while we were doing it i wanted to laugh.. ah well
but like jiahui says i sppose if they play that b4 the real ndp everyone will think everyone else is shouting very loudly and therefore will shout loudly too.
ooh "you're unbelievable" is playing on my comp. reminds me of izayla all the time:)
anyway. sigh! i really wanted to watch finding nemo with choir pple. but i couldn't. waste of $$ and time. ah well i intend to buy the VCD anyway!:) yay. i tink the turtles are so cute! esp the older one.. didn't catch his name [haha now that reminds me of blackbird.. 'i didn't catch ur name']
[and instead i'm here online. haha] i'm way behind on my mugging schedule which is so terrible 'cos i'm on a super tight schedule thanks to terp [and i must say i don't even really like my topic.. it's just something my dad would like.. but i guess i went along cos he sed it'll be gd.. and i sppose it's gd.. ah watever..] n like i was telling jan i probably ought to have a more positive attitude then maybe it'll get better
hafta go for some talk on nuclear fusion later.. @HCJC. hopefully i don't get bored.. and then tmr i have to go ntu again.. it also doesn't help that the place is so freaking far away. and i have 4 papers to read! help! and it's like quite weird lah.. my partner says he [didn't] noe wat we were spposed to do but then when we're in the lab with the prof he asks all sorts of stuff n everyth.. so enthu.. nvm.. i dun tink i noe wat i'm talking about.
to think i slept at 8.30 yesterday.. still feel lazy:| i suppose i ought to go do my work but my motivation has disappeared again.. so sian! groan. i wud much prefer having more free time. but i guess i'd probably slack more too. aah:(
[oh upon reading my last post i realised i'm lucky at least my terp n choir doesn't clash:] i really really hope my proj can hurry n yield results so we can go down less often and then i can have more time to relax [or mug haha *cynical*] and then my ears won't be like super traumatised.. bleah. i really hope it doesn't spoil my ears.. i bet that's the reason why my prof's hands are perpetually trembling:p from the shock of hearing "explosions" [which causes plasma to form]
mm. for once i actually can come back straight after class ends.. no french today! haha:)
but of course i need to find some motivation to mug for sats.. don't know what possessed me to go sign up.. guess it was my brother's bright idea.. bah.. hopefully i'll do fine. groan.
saturday was a pretty bad day for me though.. dunno why. wasn't particularly happy during combined prac.. and it got worse because after that my parents were telling me about parent-tcher meeting.. typical comments.. watever.. here's one.. classic one.. frm my bio tcher "she looks lost and dazed in class". my initial amusement turned to anger. in a way. like.. what kind of crap is that..
then i got a whole lot of more crap about how i must pay attention more during class and lectures [somehow for the last dunno how many weeks nothing from lectures really stays in my head] and must revise my work more often and must do consistent studying, blah blah blah..
at least there was rumours to cheer me up:) it was really hilarious.. and i really admire the way zhuanghui could go up there and act even though he wasn't well.. and put up a really gd show.. though chris sed friday's performance was better.. was still a side-splitting performance:) it was nice being with lijia n peiying again.. like in rg.. and silly ole chim:) and jolie. and chris.
anyhows, with my dismal results for this term's lecture tests i'm getting pretty worried about common test.. my june hols are practically non-existent, as i have ranted about.. 2 weeks of TERP.. choir on 4 days? [which is pretty gd already] but still it leaves me with like.. 1/2 a week to study? my dad told my CT that my only real free time was sunday afternoon.. left her rather appalled apparently. how queer. i thot it was pretty normal. well i guess u could count weekday nights.
frm 4A's in 1st term to ADOF in 2nd term. hopefully its partly cos i didn't study properly. and cos the topics are newer. if not i'm in deep trouble. and i don't buy the idea that oh it's normal to fail/do badly for rj tests.. honestly i couldn't care less wat the "norm" is.. if i'm not happy with my performance that's that. i guess wat andrew sed the other day represents part of what i believe.. that if you take failing tests to be normal, u'll just not bother about it and fail and think everything's fine.
i'm not sure i'm happy doing TERP but i know if i do it properly it'll probably yield nice results and all. hope that my mentor and my partner can accomodate my choir pracs and stuff. groan. i hate this sometimes. really.
haha on re-reading this i think i should try and stay happy more of the time.. i should get mrs kwan to counsel me haha;p kind of miss her.. and ms tan too. sigh. and the always-happily-beaming chen lao shi. alrites. better go get my stuff done. blah.
ah i just remembered.. a few more grouses about reloaded.. all trinity and neo can do when they're alone is to have sex.. like how pathetic is that.. its so.. watever.. and then the thing about them kissing each other when one of them is apparently dead is overused lah.. once in each film so "both are equal" is quite dumb.. sheesh.
ahahaha it was hilarious watching aud's reaction when she got her present.. too bad for pple who didn't go.. hahaha.. i laughed till i got a stomachache [which is pretty rare now].. anyhow.. must thank chris for her brilliant idea!:) haha.. tho tt horrible gal fell asleep!! then couldn't hear aud scold her.. hmph..
luckily i didn't get into v deep trouble for terp n choir today.. bah.. i really didn't want to leave one early/go for the other one late but was forced into the 2nd option in the end.. at least i was in time for the last part of sectionals and wasn't late for combined.. if i had to explain another time to mr toh why i couldn't email him in advance to say i'd be late again [and for the same reason..] i think he'd come after me.
hope we can get the style of the jazz piece!:) its super fun:) and somehow pseudo-yoik is super tiring on my voice.. n i dun tink its just me.. candice agreed too.. like actually f# isn't really that high.. but when we're doing the hai nan nama nou [or sth] part its very painful. i dunno. or maybe technique's wrong. bah. but its still a nice piece too
hmms.. at last i've had time to catch up on sch work.. but then the determination kind of sapped off:p so it kind of piled up slightly again.. no fear i guess i'll work at it this weekend.. am kind of worried abt common test tho.. bah.. n june hols will be pretty much packed w choir n terp.. hope i can juggle:|
and yes! i got to watch reloaded and x2!:) yay yay yay;) tho i must say somehow reloaded was a rather disappointing show.. can't believe it was given 4 stars in life.. i guess the effects are pretty cool.. but i thought it was quite anticlimatic and the fight scenes were drawn out too long [and were really quite unbelievable.. to the point of .. uh.. non-coolness? haha.. watever.. my vocab has deteriorated largely and i'm taking sats in june! gd luck to me. groan]
yup i preferred x2.. much.. at least there was a climax.. though i thought it was pretty gory the way wolverine kept plunging his claws into other people with these melodramatic ripping noises.. kelly hu was cool too!:) she has this sleek look.. i dunno if tt makes sense.. hmm.. i like mystique! think her power = one of the more useful ones.. and storm.. and jean grey:) n nightcrawler but he looks quite ugly actually. haha. thought it was nice tt the 2 sides combined to fight against william stryker..
anyhow.. more choir and terp tmr.. and also candice's hse! yay!:) can see nottie prince again.. haha.. so fun:) i'd better stay away from the pool.. and wear full body armour.. aud's bound to kill me [and chris] when she sees her present:p